Monday, August 1, 2011

Let's see... where to begin...

Ok... I'm ready for some sweet luck at this point. :)

We made the journey to Norcal, and Marc worked a week and the job ended. There's not jobs here unless you have one upon coming. We thought we did. We were told we did. In fact we were guaranteed we did. But nada.

I've put in resume's everywhere for Property Management and not even gotten 'one' call for an interview.

Marc has returned to North Dakota and is currently working for Paul again at P&B Transportation. He is waiting to hear on Oil rig jobs in Williston, and at least he has employment.

When he gets on a rig, we will return at least to Montana, but maybe North Dakota. There is stability at least job wise there. I will miss the grand kids very much though. I have gotten loves and hugs every day since arriving, and it will hurt to leave that. Plus, my health has gotten much better too. I can breathe here, and be outside every day, which is wonderful!! Hopefully Montana will be dry enough for me to keep feeling good... and we can get a large home that I can move about in come winter time when it gets cold. :)

I can remember the excitement about returning to Cali... and now I feel worn and saddened that things haven't worked out. I feel we're put different places for reasons, but why? Two good things have come from this... being with Anthony & Andrew, and getting to see Christina, Malia & Faith. Those two things cannot be measured ... their priceless. Time is precious. Seeing them and being around them has and was so beneficial and good on an emotional level.

Now we will return where a comfortable living can be attained, and I will do all within my power to continue getting healthier. And we will be happy because we have one another.

Tons of love to all!

*Edited to add*
After talking everything over, we have decided to keep working towards a California goal. Marc will spend his offtime with us here because we made a promise that we would be here for our grand children and kids. And we will keep that promise even if it's difficult on us. We've spent many years wanting this, and we're going to carry it through. :) So... Cali is where I'll stay. <3